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who can can say if your love goes, where your heart chose   
02:11am 12/08/2004
 
mood: pessimistic
so i was at work today and within the fist couple minutes i was working it started to rain. it was awsome. i love when it rains. but my hair got ruined. that was the only bad thing. well when i got home me and heather started to watch a movie and got board so i had this guy vic give me and ride to cassies and heather went to the movies. well cassies been on the phone for like 4 with chase and is totaly ignoreing me. well monday school starts i dont want to go back. well i hope this year goes bye really fast. well i hope it rains again tomorrow. oh yea next week im getting a iguana and two weeks after that im getting a corn snake. im excited. well im done		  
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bopbop   
06:19pm 04/08/2004
 
mood: hungry

yea im at cassies hanging out. yea i was going to come over early, but i forgot i had counciling.yea so i got over here at like two. i bought her a couple of eyebrow rings. yeah they look hott. yeah so on friday were goin to desert ridge. oh yea im going to go to ALC next year. Not by choice, my moms makeing me, but im still going to go to lunch at NC to hang out with cassie.

oh it was pretty cool jessie dultin came over to my house on thursday and we talked for a long time. and i took today off of work. yup yup yup.. i only have to go to school for 4 hours a day and i get to graduate early. its gonna be sad to not see my friends as much anymore:( but the best part is not having to see that ugly shit talking ashley big head any more. yeah my sister michelle get to more out in like 5 months shes soo lucky. she barley is home anyways. so i met this guy that is super hott and hes like 19 and really funny. he has his brow peirsed.

well im gonna stop talking know cause im talking about like nothing.

oh yea my sister and cassie wont stop playing the ashley simpson CD and its getting soo anoying.ahhh. and fuck if i cant spell worth shit i dont give a fuck.

                   lalala bye

( Clicky Clicky )

  
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idiot   
08:38pm 28/07/2004
  today was pretty fun. cassie and i were sapose to wake up at 6:00 to go to the movies and just watch movies all day, but we didnt wake up till 10:00 so we got a late start. We saw Napoleon Dynamite and the Notebook. Napoleon Dynamite was kinda boring but funny at the same time. The Notebook was probably one of the best movies ive ever seen. I cryed a little. Cassie cried her eyes out. We were there till about 6:00. It was fun. I peirced my lip so cassie would and then she wanted her eyebrow peiced instead. I thought she would chicken out. but she didnt sapriseingly. yeah so we took off work today and tomorrow before work cassie and i are going to go get our nails did. well this summer went bye so fast and there was soooo much drama ive never been so stressed out about so many things. cassie is a weirdo shes eating brownie mix and itss all over her face. shes a silly little grl:) i have to get really good grades this year. well i need a guy like the the notebook. i could only dream:(  
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ladedadeda   
12:24am 23/07/2004
  so i havent writen in my journal for a while so i thought i should. yea so right now im at cassie's. we werent aloud to hang out sence about two weeks after school ended, but now we can. Yea so i got a job about a month ago and paid off fines i had and then i bought myself a dog. shes a brittany spanial and her name is baby. fist i named her britney and that was ok buy britney roden was comming over and we never knew what britney we were talking to so we named her tequila and that sounded more like a chiwawa mexican dog name. Every one says "come here baby come here". So i named her Baby. she is twelve weeks old today and i already tought her how to sit.

On monday cassie started working with me and were getting rich. were saving up for a car more than likely a bmw. we can get it in about 3 months. yea so cassie can get her permitt this weekend and i can get mine about a year ago. yea next summer were going to spend the whole summer going on road trips. yea weve been grounded almost all summer. well were gonna go watch a scary movie now so byebye.		  
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OOPSEY...   
01:47am 02/07/2004
  yeah so im on the phone with malissa cassie and heather. heather told me to say that shes a pimp. yea i cant realy wright right now cause im trying to talk on the phone and im going to see spiderman 2 so tata..  
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03:33am 18/06/2004
  YEA SO TODAY MOSTLY REALY BORING. I HAVENT BEEN ON A COMPUTER FOR LIKE A WEEK. WELL MY WITTLE KITTIES OPENED THERE CUTE LITTLE EYES. THEY ARE ALL GRAY WITH BLUE EYES. SOOOOO CUTE.. WELL THIS SUMMER HAS SUCKED SO BAD I GET OFF GROUNDED TODAY. :) FINALLY. WELL TODAY I WENT TO TEH POOL FOR LIKE A HOUR THEN GOT CHASED AWAY BY A WASP. IT WAS SCARY. WELL IM AT BRITNEYS HOUSE RIGHT NOW AND SHE IS SOUND ASLEEP. I CLEANED MY WHOLE ROON TODAY. AND PAINTED MY CELING. OH YEA AND ME AND MATT BROKE UP:( IM NOT REALLY THAT SAD ABOUT IT. WELL I AM PROBABLY GOING TO GET A JOB AT HARKINS. TODAY AT LIKE 11:00 THSES GUYS NAMED JERED AND THIS OTHER GUY CALLED ME AND WANTED TO HANG OUT. I JUST GOT DONE WATCHIN 50 1ST DATES. WITCHWAS REALY FUNNY AND I WAS REALLY BOARD SO I HUNG OUT WITH THEM FOR A BIT AND THEY WERE REALLY HOTT. AND SUPPER NICE. WOULDNT BE NICE IF ALL GUYS WERE NICE. WELL BRITNEYS DIEING HEATHERS HAIR TODAY. AND TONIGHT WERE PROBABLY GOING TO GO TO A PARTY AND GET WASTED. I HAVENT GOTTON DRUNK IN LIKE THREE WEEKS. AND ITS BEEN A BORING ASS THREE WEEKS. OH YEA AND MY BOYFRIEND DUMPS ME THE DAY BEFORRE I GET OFF GROUNDED. WELL IM STARTING TO GET TIRED AND I AM GOIN TO BED. NIGHTTT  
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yea being grounded sux ass   
08:15pm 11/06/2004
  yea so today has been boring nothing special. yea last night i finaly talked to matt on the phone. being grounded just sux. yea my mom wants me to get a job.ahh. yea i dont really want one but i wouldnt mind making some money.well our little kitties are two weeks old tomorrow. i cant wait till they start to walk. well thats about it. oh yea and i got a tan. latr.  
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fuck   
08:39pm 10/06/2004
  yea so two days ago sucked. cassie and i got ourselves in a bit of trouble. yea just a bit. well she just got off grounded and know i think shes gonna be grounded for the rest of the summer:( and im pretty shure her mom hates me. its weird cause my mom didnt even get mad at me i have 7 more days of being grounded and the only conciquence i got was grounded from the phone. and cassie if you read this sence i cant call you cause you got your phone taken away well my moms not mad at you so your aloud back at my house if your mom lets you. well i hope your mom doesnt ground you as long as she said she would and that sux you have to go to your dads. but these couple of days have been realy boring all ive been doing is watching movies with my mom. yea well if you do get off grounded early call me on my moms cell. yea so after we left that night we got in trouble my mom was being realy nice to me. so i get grounded for a month for spending the night at cassies house without asking but when i get in trouble with the law i get grounded from the phone for like a week. WOW my moms weird. well if cassie stays grounded for a long time i am going to have nothing to do:( yea this is going to be the worst summer ever. well i hope she didnt get in too much trouble. well i havent seen matt for like three weeks. yea this summer realy sux and if it doesnt get better im gonna flip a bitch and go crazy. yea well i realy realy hope me and cassie can still hang out and if we cant well figure something out. well i g2g so latr  
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BLAH   
03:31pm 04/06/2004
 
mood: annoyed

yea so cynthia is talking mad shit and i want to kill her. yea and cynthia if you read this you  can bite my ass:)k bitch.yea so anyways all that comes out of cynthia's mouth is lies. that girl never tells the truth and than when i bring it up later she always says "i didnt say that." yea ok maybe everyones just hearing things. And if i was doing everything i have been doing to be popular than i would be the one telling everyone about it, but the people i ever say anything to is cassie, heather, and my sisters. And me and cassie arent even your friends and you tell us stuff not directly to me but in front if me and i already know shes lying so who is trying to be popular??? yea so anyways shes always the one saying she doesnt want all the drama but then she goes and starts it up again. She is such a big hipocrite. she sits there and says me and my best bud drink to much and shes always saying how she gets drunk on the weekend and we only drink like once a week, sometimes not even that so shut up.  And if i recall the first time we got realy drunk and did bad stuff your the one that provided the alcohol and got drunk with me so dont go saying that i am a bad influiance on her. you're just jealous. so anyways ive been grounded ever sence we got out of school and i still have 11 days left. it sux. yea all because i spent the night at cassies instead of coming home at 10:00. oh yea my cat Tinkerbell had three kitties one week ago today. she had the day of battle of the bands i couldn't go cause cassie got grounded and her dad took her ticket:(sorry matt.) yeah so ashley elerman called the other day and was like "why did you lie to me about you not knowing about scott". and i said "first of all i didnt know that the WENT out and i didnt realy care cause were not friends" so its not like i betrayed her or something. and its not like if she was getting with someone i liked that she would be like "no tabatha likes you." plus he told me he didnt like her any more. yea today is heather pappas' b-day party and me and cassie cant find a ride.=[ SORRY hunny. so i havent talked to matt in like a week i was only aloud to talk on the phone and for ten minutes every half an hour and i snuck the phone when my mom was sleeping and i got cought now im not aloud to use the phone for a week. that sux. well two nights ago i was standing up on my bed and fell off onto the floor and twisted my ankle and it hurts bad. yea so me and cassie are probably going to go out to tuscon and stay with my dad for like a week. CASSIE <3'S KELLY. Bye. 

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Survey   
02:27pm 26/05/2004
  _______Your Life_______
[x] they call me: Tabatha
[x] sex: often.
[x] my first breath of air: February 13, 1988
[x] status: not single
[x] best friend: Cassandra Leigh Litwiler

_______Rewind_______
[x] most memorable memory:
[x] worst?: David Pappas...heh
[x] first word uttered?: mom?
[x] first best friend ever!?: Tabitha Teller

_______Love?_______
[x] love is: all you need
[x] first love: Eric
[x] love or lust?: love
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: yes
[x] when love hurts, you: take it up the ass
[x] true or false-all you need is love: true
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: yeah
[x] are you in love right now?: yeah
[x] how many times have you been in love?: like 100. jk i donno.

_______Opposite Sex_______
[x] turn ons: long black hair and blue eyes. good sense of humor
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: nope
[x] what kinda hair style?: long
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: no idea
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: mall
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: yes

_______Picky Picky_______
[x] dog or cat: cat
[x] short or long hair: long
[x] sunshine or rain: Rain
[x] moon or sun: Moon
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend
[x] summer or winter: Winter.
[x] written letters or e-mails: written
[x] play station or nintendo: nintendo
[x] car or motorcycle: Car
[x] sing or dance: sing

_______Lately_______
[x] how are you today? as good as can be expected
[x] what pants are you wearing right now? grey ones
[x] what shirt are you wearing right now? white t-shirt
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment? pony
[x] what song are u listening to right now? cassie talking
[x] how is the weather right now? sunny
[x] last person you talked to on the phone? Desire
[x] last dream you can remember? washing my hair
[x] who are you talking to right now? cassie
[x] what time is it? 2:38pm

_______More About YOU!_______
[x] what are the last four digits of your phone number? 8106
[x] if u were a crayon, what color would you be? Blue
[x] have you ever almost died? yes
[x] have u ever won any special award? yeah
[x] what's the stupidest thing u have ever done? jarek
[x] how many kids do you want to have? no more than 2
[x] son's name? Erin
[x] daughter's name? Antoinette
[x] shampoo? Herbel Essence
[x] what are you most scared of? sharks
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? yep
[x] who do you dream about? the president..weird i know.
[x] who do you tell your dreams to? i dont really share my dreams.
[x] is cheerleading a sport? no
[x] how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop? 3

_______You And Love_______
[x] do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? yeah
[x] where would you like to go on your honeymoon? London
[x] what do you like most of the opposite sex? hands
[x] do you find yourself attractive? not really
[x] do others find you attractive? I don't know why don't you ask them.		  
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NIPPLE   
12:49pm 26/05/2004
  yea so anyways im chilling at cassies with Heather Pappas right now and yea its fun. well i havent writen in a long time. yea so im going out with Matt! i did his hair today and it looked HOTT! yea well yesterday i didnt go to school and missed all my review for the finals. oh yea tomorrow is the last day of school.:) finaly. actully it went by realy fast. yea me and cassie are going to the moveies in a few to go see shrek, too bad heather cant come she has to go home:( oh yea heather just tried to open mouth kiss me. omg.lol she was just kidding though. or was she? hmmm... well i had the worst hang over yesterday. well cassie has buggers. yea me and cassie peirced our noses. yea so yesterday we were drunk and cassie told me shes gonna tell me she loves me more. she was drunk. well summers right around the corner and im gonna get a tan. yea well tomorrow im gonna do matts hair again. so cassie and anthony are gonna get together. yea and chase is to mature for cassie. well i have all of my hard finals to do tomorrow. weiner. well matt is going to a different school next year:( well that just sux. well i need to go shopping. yea well cassies gonna sniff heathers armpitts for 3 bucks. well wow i was looking in the year books from 8th grade and everyone has changed so much. well last weekend me and cassie died our hair and i died the top of mine red and its already fading. heather just burped in my face. well im not going to be able to see casey ford till next year:(hes so hott. i want pink shoes. i got a 98% on my final in contemperary issues. yea im not as dumb as everyone thinks. yea so last weekend me cassie anthony chriss and matt all went to the mall and matt and all them were sniffing hawaiian sugar. there so silly.well we went to the mall twice this weekend with them. yea im so sad that tomorrow is the last day. no longer a stupid freshman. well heathers beeten my ass tellen me to get off the internet. soo bye. shes not a mean person.  
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ASDF   
11:40am 04/05/2004
  TODAY IM IN THE LIBREARY CAUSE CAUSE CASSIE IS HANGING OUT WITH THIS REALY SWEAT GUY THAT HAS LIKED HER FOR A LONG TIME. IM SPYING ON THEM. BUT I AM TO FAR AWAY TO HEAR WHAT THEY ARE SAYING BUT ANYWAYS THE LIBREARY AT LUNCH SUCKS ASS I DONT RECOMEND IT. WOW CASSIE AND CHASE WOULD MAKE A GOOD COUPLE THEY LOOK SOOO CUTE. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME THEY HAVE TALKED IN PERSON. LAST NIGHT WAS THE FIRST TIME THEY TALKED ON THE PHONE. WELL IM GELOUS IF SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND AND I DONT IM GONNA BE SAD AND FEEL LONLY:( WELL I SLEPT THROUGH MATH CLASS TODAY AND NOW IM NOT SO TIRED. TODAY I HAVE A SHIT LOAD OF HOMEWORK TO DO AND I DONT WANT TO DO IT LAST NIGHT MY COUNCILER TOLD ME I HAVE TO PULL MY GRADES UP AND HE IS DOING HOUSE CHECKS FOR THE NEXT THREE MONTHS SO I HAVE TO KEEP MY ROOM CLEAN AND HIDE THE ALCOHOL WELL. MICHELLE HAS TO MOVE BACK IN AND SHE HAS TO KEEP HER CLOTHS IN MY CLOSET. WEL I DONT REALY HAVE ANYTHING IN MY CLOSET SO IT DOESNT REALY MATTER. BRENT SHAVED HIS HEAD.WOW. I TOLD HIM NOT TO. WELL TODAY IS GOING BY REALY SLOW AND THE WEEK TOO AND I WANT IT TO BE THE WEEKEND RIGHT NOW. WELL CHOWWWWW..  
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Holla!   
06:03pm 03/05/2004
 
mood: crushed
soooo ya today kinda sucked my ass. well i had to wake up early this morning and i only got about 4 hours of sleep. than i had to watch a depressing movie. and my grades suk. i am gonna have to spend alot of time trying to bring them up. well thank god we only have 4 weeks left. well people were just acting shitty today. well i was realy tired in pe and i wanted to ditch but if i ditch any more i get kicked out of school. even if it is excused. so i have to go to school every day for the rest of the year. well it sux its only monday and i want the week to be over. well after school me and cassie hung out at her house and ate a bunch of junk food cause tomorrow we are starting a diet. she made us pb&j's and put tons of jelly on them and my jelly almost fell out of my sandwitch. and i painted my fingernails with her favorite nail polish. GREEN. well me and cassie have been completly sober for two weeks. yea but we have to get a little drunk this weekend. well that is about it. tata.		  
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